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Better Than Before
Jun. 28th, 2022 11:14 amI did yoga this morning! My subscription to Yoga International expired so I turn to YouTube and found a good video. Much easier than that site anyway, which took forever to load and didn't have the right length/level/woowoo classes for me. So that's a big win for today. I realized I can do it on the days when DH goes to the office. Then I have the whole living room. And with Violet off on the bus, I have a free hour. I took a short walk too and I have to say that I feel much better. Got a jolt of serotonin and my brain feels normal again.
I looked back at my journal entries and I think the real trouble began in early May with the SC leak. Then Honey came home with COVID, then Bard, then Shavuot which welded my shielding shut. Plus the end of school chaos. It's taken me almost two months to climb out. A stable schedule. Bach. Walks. I also think finally renting the summer place has taken a huge load off my mind. I need plans! I'm booked to September and it feels good. (Mind immediately starts sniffing around to think about Thanksgiving and winter break.)
Last night I did laundry and we booked a place in Ptown. Finally! It's expensive, but I think the right choice. I did want a house. So much of my travel is driven by the need for a house. In this case, it will be a condo, but with a patio and the beach across the street. We'll be able to use the Harbor Hotel pool, which will be great. And this time I'm walking out the dune road! And I can walk on the railroad trail.
But first, it's still June and I have work to do.
I looked back at my journal entries and I think the real trouble began in early May with the SC leak. Then Honey came home with COVID, then Bard, then Shavuot which welded my shielding shut. Plus the end of school chaos. It's taken me almost two months to climb out. A stable schedule. Bach. Walks. I also think finally renting the summer place has taken a huge load off my mind. I need plans! I'm booked to September and it feels good. (Mind immediately starts sniffing around to think about Thanksgiving and winter break.)
Last night I did laundry and we booked a place in Ptown. Finally! It's expensive, but I think the right choice. I did want a house. So much of my travel is driven by the need for a house. In this case, it will be a condo, but with a patio and the beach across the street. We'll be able to use the Harbor Hotel pool, which will be great. And this time I'm walking out the dune road! And I can walk on the railroad trail.
But first, it's still June and I have work to do.
