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Always thought I'd see you
Apr. 6th, 2023 10:10 amHoney flew in just in time. We had a nice seder at home and ended by 9:45 so we could all get to sleep.Not sure what's going to happen tonight. Focus on gratitude for a good evening. Stay open to the chaos.
I found out that an old friend died this week. I haven't been in touch for about 20 years. She was living on the Cape. I never reached out. I thought someday we would meet again, but also was worried about it when visiting. Her life did not go in a positive direction due to her choice of partner. I feel guilt for introducing them. And sadness that I'll never see her again. Magnified by the fact that there is no information about a service or remembrance. But what would I do? Show up 20 years too late? Be more connected to other people in my life. Reach out to old friends. Hard right now, but a day will come.
Heavy weather.
I found out that an old friend died this week. I haven't been in touch for about 20 years. She was living on the Cape. I never reached out. I thought someday we would meet again, but also was worried about it when visiting. Her life did not go in a positive direction due to her choice of partner. I feel guilt for introducing them. And sadness that I'll never see her again. Magnified by the fact that there is no information about a service or remembrance. But what would I do? Show up 20 years too late? Be more connected to other people in my life. Reach out to old friends. Hard right now, but a day will come.
Heavy weather.
