The zone

Violet is home sick again. Negative test. Sore throat, stuffy nose. At this point I almost want a positive test. Hopefully tomorrow? Will we go to NH? So many unknowns. If we go to NH, will we be able to eat safely? Feeling a bit crushed at this point by living like this. Watching the data, testing, worrying, waiting. I hate the gray zone. Despair sniffs around.