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Feeling ragged. Running back and forth to BHS all the time. Can't seem to change the situation. Maybe after vacation. Maybe when Spring comes. Maybe.
I worked box office for the Orchestra concert last night. I had to stay the whole time to give the money to the director. It was nice to sit in the dark and just listen. It's good for me to have time when I'm a) doing the right thing b) can't do anything else. It's the only stress loophole I have.
My focus this morning was on resetting. Getting back to the things that keep me on an even keel. Walk, yoga, better food choices. Threw out the cookies. Don't open the wine. But really sleep drives so much of it. When I'm tired I slip. Spend too much time online and eating snacks. But I don't see a way out of this rut.
I do need a vacation. I think the end of the website project has left a void and all that I was holding back has rushed in to fill it. And this was a hole dug over two years...When the levee breaks.
I worked box office for the Orchestra concert last night. I had to stay the whole time to give the money to the director. It was nice to sit in the dark and just listen. It's good for me to have time when I'm a) doing the right thing b) can't do anything else. It's the only stress loophole I have.
My focus this morning was on resetting. Getting back to the things that keep me on an even keel. Walk, yoga, better food choices. Threw out the cookies. Don't open the wine. But really sleep drives so much of it. When I'm tired I slip. Spend too much time online and eating snacks. But I don't see a way out of this rut.
I do need a vacation. I think the end of the website project has left a void and all that I was holding back has rushed in to fill it. And this was a hole dug over two years...When the levee breaks.