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Roadblocks
May. 12th, 2021 11:52 amI realized a weird thing about myself. When I'm driving, I will pick a route with the fewest stoplights. If there is traffic, I will find a way to go around. I want to keep moving forward, even if that means it might take longer. Part of this is my impatience which is assuaged by the movement, the action of doing something. I have a similar behavior with work. When I hit something that is complicated or just hard, I will avoid it. Back away and switch tasks. I do this so quickly it's not conscious. My fingers just click a new tab. Where else in my life do I do this? Probably all the time. It's connected to my assumption that the answer is always no. The restaurant is always full. There are no parking spots.
On the positive side, it means I always have a Plan B, C and D and I'm flexible. I will do my research, look for alternatives and find a way.
They finally approved the vax for 12-15 yo's so we're on the hunt again. That will be such a relief. DH got a well-deserved (overdue) promotion. Things are getting done. We watched the last John Adams last night. I saw the last Golden Compass of the first season. On to the next. Gosh, it's dark. And the Dust thing makes less sense to me know that it did when I was young. Still, beautifully done and it takes me away. Where is my armored bear?
On the positive side, it means I always have a Plan B, C and D and I'm flexible. I will do my research, look for alternatives and find a way.
They finally approved the vax for 12-15 yo's so we're on the hunt again. That will be such a relief. DH got a well-deserved (overdue) promotion. Things are getting done. We watched the last John Adams last night. I saw the last Golden Compass of the first season. On to the next. Gosh, it's dark. And the Dust thing makes less sense to me know that it did when I was young. Still, beautifully done and it takes me away. Where is my armored bear?
