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Going Through the Motions
Apr. 2nd, 2021 10:42 amDidn't go for a walk yesterday. I slept in because Thursday is a late school day. We did go to Star for some supplies. Must get out today!
I realized that I'm just marking time here, like a prisoner. Happy for every day that passes so that we'll get closer to...something. Vaccines, immunity, another lockdown, misery, Godzilla. But time seems like the only way out. I keep thinking of Live Through This and Going Through the Motions from Buffy. That's what it feels like. It's strange that I was sort of OK for a year, but I'm not anymore. Again, I'm still recovering from the move and still burdened with Nisan, so check me next week.
No TV last night but I did spend time lying in bed reading A Desolation Called Peace by Arkady Martine which is tough but wonderful. Oh, to be on Peloa 2 with the clawed Giraffe creatures.
What boulders will I move today?
I realized that I'm just marking time here, like a prisoner. Happy for every day that passes so that we'll get closer to...something. Vaccines, immunity, another lockdown, misery, Godzilla. But time seems like the only way out. I keep thinking of Live Through This and Going Through the Motions from Buffy. That's what it feels like. It's strange that I was sort of OK for a year, but I'm not anymore. Again, I'm still recovering from the move and still burdened with Nisan, so check me next week.
No TV last night but I did spend time lying in bed reading A Desolation Called Peace by Arkady Martine which is tough but wonderful. Oh, to be on Peloa 2 with the clawed Giraffe creatures.
What boulders will I move today?
