Rough waters

It's been a tough few days. Increased the dose, lots of jolts, very tired. A bit better today. If this doesn't do the trick, we need a different solution. It's very hard to give a child medication that doesn't seem to be working and has tough side effects. The hardest thing is that I thought it would be better by now. That the climb was hard, but it would be worth it. Now it seems that this was the wrong mountain and we may have to head down and find another peak to attempt. Didn't sleep much for a few days but got 10 hours last night.

Also need to recognize that due to chaos here, I haven't been able to walk. I did manage yoga today. I'm doing a 30 day challenge which is tough because I can't manage some of the moves yet. But it's good to have a different practice every day. And I can feel it laying down new movement in my brain. A quote from Adriene "the brain gives up before the body". Seems true.

Booked the house on the Cape. I was looking forward to being on a comfortable plateau at that point but now I'm not so sure.