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I walked Jamaica Pond today. It's gonna be hot. Hoping to get to the beach this afternoon. What to report from yesterday? Worked, cooked, had dinner, sat in the park to do a puzzle. We watched Strange New Worlds and had champagne and cheese. Got leg cramps in the night and the morning sickness. Maybe it's time to give up the drinking game.
The Supreme Court ruling on abortion came down as expected. I think I've been processing this since the seats were stolen. Since RBG died. Since the decision was leaked. It's been part of my general depression about the state of affairs.
Tomorrow Violet has training for work so I will probably go to Kendrick for a walk. Or even a paddle? I finally booked the weekend place in Vermont. So much money, but if it works out it should be very relaxing. I am concerned about spending on vacations, as my sadness keeps me from enjoying much. But if I can walk in the woods and paddle on the lake and just sit and look at mountains, maybe I can feel some peace.
It's funny how I dread the drive. I'm not used to long car trips anymore. Our Cape trips of late have been to the mid-Cape, which is almost an hour closer. Even Palmer seems a long way off. NY, an epic trip. And yet I used to drive back and forth to Cooperstown. I think what we're trying to replicate on July 4 is Cooperstown. A parade, a band concert, fireworks, a swim, maybe an ice cream. Maybe next year we should just go there. I did have a hotel booked, but with my mental state, it would be too much.
The Supreme Court ruling on abortion came down as expected. I think I've been processing this since the seats were stolen. Since RBG died. Since the decision was leaked. It's been part of my general depression about the state of affairs.
Tomorrow Violet has training for work so I will probably go to Kendrick for a walk. Or even a paddle? I finally booked the weekend place in Vermont. So much money, but if it works out it should be very relaxing. I am concerned about spending on vacations, as my sadness keeps me from enjoying much. But if I can walk in the woods and paddle on the lake and just sit and look at mountains, maybe I can feel some peace.
It's funny how I dread the drive. I'm not used to long car trips anymore. Our Cape trips of late have been to the mid-Cape, which is almost an hour closer. Even Palmer seems a long way off. NY, an epic trip. And yet I used to drive back and forth to Cooperstown. I think what we're trying to replicate on July 4 is Cooperstown. A parade, a band concert, fireworks, a swim, maybe an ice cream. Maybe next year we should just go there. I did have a hotel booked, but with my mental state, it would be too much.
