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were it not that I have bad dreams.
I'm waking up every night with anxiety attacks about my daughter's upcoming bat mitzvah which is in 3 weeks. They last from 1-2 hours. The next day, I'm exhausted, which means it's hard to get things done which means more anxiety and so on and so forth and scooby doobie doobie. This is like planning a wedding or the invasion of Normandy except that people will have comfy beds and blintzes. The important things are covered. My daughter knows her stuff, prayers and Torah and reading from Isaiah, food is ordered, guests RSVPing but what about table decorations and shoes and the kids' karaoke party? I'm going to be early tonight, expecting to wake up at 2:30 or so to freak out. Reminds me of having a newborn. I'm hoping the writing will help.
I'm waking up every night with anxiety attacks about my daughter's upcoming bat mitzvah which is in 3 weeks. They last from 1-2 hours. The next day, I'm exhausted, which means it's hard to get things done which means more anxiety and so on and so forth and scooby doobie doobie. This is like planning a wedding or the invasion of Normandy except that people will have comfy beds and blintzes. The important things are covered. My daughter knows her stuff, prayers and Torah and reading from Isaiah, food is ordered, guests RSVPing but what about table decorations and shoes and the kids' karaoke party? I'm going to be early tonight, expecting to wake up at 2:30 or so to freak out. Reminds me of having a newborn. I'm hoping the writing will help.
