Snow fills the fields we used to know

They are dismantling Steve's house. They ripped up the fence, the yard, the porch and apparently removed the siding. It's an unrecognizable brick structure with a broken window. It has knocked me flat. It almost knocked me down. Breathless. The worst part is that it doesn't look like the same place. As if there is a tear in reality and someone swapped in a different house while we were away. Like our family's past was ripped away. I only wonder if they will knock it down completely. A little red car remains in the drive. I am devastated.

Cleaned up at bit yesterday. We did a Target run to Somerville, then got Veggie Galaxy for dinner which was delicious. I got Honey a slice of cake for her half birthday. We watched Schitt's Creek and Simpsons. Then Allen v Farrow alone.

Dark days.